This was a post that I started and never found the right words to finish it. I was still processing through a lot of the things that I speak about, and so I didn't exist in a place where I could speak from every conviction of my heart. The Lord has been working on me a lot, and I hope I can now speak a little more clearly about what Jesus has been ministering to me about "struggling" through life.
I love spring.
Everything comes alive, spring break happens, Easter comes and we celebrate the Resurrection openly, and the sun is often out way more than during the winter.